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Being accepted to Oxford College of Emory University has irrefutably been the most valuable and precious academic experience of my life, as my previous academic records and dedication as a student could not have led me into then-seventeenth-ranked university in America. My grandfather received his honorary Doctor of Laws degree from the school in 1983, uncle attended Oxford College, and brother graduated from Oxford College in 2007 and Emory College of Arts and Sciences in 2011. My father was also granted a full-tuition scholarship to the university but could not take the offer due to the Korean embassy’s refusal to permit a passport and student visa. My brother currently works at the school’s Office of International Affairs as the program coordinator. Needless to say, Emory University and my family have shared a distinct history and bond for decades, and my inexplicable desire to continue this tradition in the family made the application process exponentially more stressful. Dr. James T. Laney, former president of the university and ambassador to South Korea, had maintained a close friendship with my grandfather and kept close attention to my family. Thus, when my time to apply to college approached, Dr. Laney quietly kept his eye on me. Though my family never asked him for a favor, he saw minute potential in me, and I have no other way to explain my acceptance to Emory University than his influence and care. Obtaining the acceptance news, I burst into tears of joy, commanding myself to prioritize academics over any other matter but God from that point forward.

Final two years of college.

Final two years of college.

The first semester in college, predictably, did not flow as smoothly as I had hoped. I made the honor roll in high school only one trimester, and making a vast transition from this minor accolade to surviving at one of the world’s most academically renowned and challenging universities was intimidating. Having no prior knowledge of this new elite environment, I enrolled in the most irrelevant and sophisticated classes, one of which I had to withdraw from, to commence my college career. Minutes after receiving my first college grade point average (GPA) of 2.473, I began to worry whether or not I was capable of graduating from Oxford College and successfully moving on to main campus, Emory College. Each time I faced academic adversity, however, I thought of Dr. Laney’s generosity, which gave me courage and determination to persevere. Though not drastically, my GPA gradually and consistently improved each semester: to a 2.956, to a 3.011, to a 3.520. I completed my general education requirements at Oxford College with a 3.059, along with two consecutive Merit List prizes for the semester GPA of 3.0 or higher and the music department award, a solid job putting my far less competitive yet lower middle and high-school grades into perspective.

A Korean citizen, before making another transition to Emory College, I decided to fulfill my two-year mandatory military duty with the country. I kept this gradual academic progress in mind, and throughout the couple of years in service, I set two unprecedented and unrealistic goals: receive a 4.0 and get on the Dean’s List, awarded to the top twenty percent of all college students enrolled by semester GPA. (Bear in mind I declared a major in English literature before joining the army and had barely spoken the language in over two years prior to the return to the United States.) I contacted my professors for the first semester back before its initiation and asked for the list of books on which they would be focusing. I read and summarized the majority on the list, and, though I anticipated rust, I knew I had done all in my control to prepare for the new challenge, allowing room for confidence.

I do not care about being the best in the world; I care about being the best that I can be. As long as I have given my all, the result does not matter. Aware of the difficulty of getting back on track, I used my energy and concentration solely on academics. For the entire junior year, I relinquished my social life and did not spend even a single weekend or holiday studying less than three hours outside class. Consequently, with the help of my best friend as my personal writing tutor and motivational factor, I felt no sign of rust but rather instantly catapulted to the pinnacle. Including the six-week British Studies Program in the summer of 2013, I concluded the two years at Emory College with four 4.0’s, four consecutive Dean’s List honors, and the Harry and Sue Rusche Scholarship, given to an outstanding rising senior English major, added to my list of accomplishments. Not many international students choose the path of an English literature major because of the fear of the language being their secondary. Not only had I conquered my college career as a straight-A English major and music minor, but I had also received one of the most prestigious awards for English majors as a nonnative speaker at a school selected to be the best college for writers in 2011 and 2014 by USA Today College. The phrase “impossible is nothing” has an impact on countless individuals for a reason: for those who believe and endure, regardless of the duration to the summit, “impossible is nothing.”

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